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Clarke Quay with Diana & Nabihah on a Saturday Night


Business Law Tutorial. DONE! Integrated Marketing Communications Tutorial. DONE! (That tutorial was seriously annoying! If I had to answer one more question about what's the difference between traditional MarCom tools & Integrated Marketing Communications, I might just explode! SERIOUSLY!!!!!! How many friggin' similar questions do you want to bombard us with?! If all the tutorials were like this, I'm afraid I wouldn't have the time or patience to do it every single bloody week. My vengeance for Integrated Marketing Communications is so great, I feel like screaming! You guys feel me?) Uploaded pictures on Facebook DONE! (Which reminds me, I havent uploaded THIS set of photos AIYA LATER LAH LAZY NOW). Blogged about it. DONE! Tweeted about it. DONE! Eaten breakfast & lunch. DONE! Watched episodes of The Hills. DONE!

Wow, looks like I've done everything that I should huh? Woke up feeling mucho productive today. Good for you, Nadeeeeeea.

Oh wait, I gotta do a post to sell off my Dorothy Perkins Dress & find a company to research on for Integrated Project OKAY LATER LATER. Gonna take a nap now! Au Revoir!

I'm sick for the hundred millionth time this year. This isn't fair! Well, I was sure I was sick but now I'm not so sure. Woke up with a massive headache. I might just be a hypochondriac though I highly doubt that.

I've been staying at home practically everyday now. There's nothing to do and nobody to do anything with now! Everyone's busy getting their sexy time with their significant others. And I'm.... sleeping... at home.... alone. Hahaha nice. Damn I really think I don't have a life. All I've been doing these past holidays are  watching all the movies in the world, all the drama/serials (90210/The Hills!!!!) snacking in the midst, and blogging. I could jolly well do all these till wee hours in the night and head to bed near to dawn and wake up like noon or so and repeat the cycle again.

My life is so mundane. But I actually like being a couch potato at home. Very boring at times, but yet pretty relaxing bumming around too. Sometimes it can be so meaningless and I'm worried that my brain is just gonna be stagnant without functioning much while doing all these.
I'm too lazy to do anything to change it though. But when all the shitz at school starts taking it’s toll on me and I get busy again, I just miss rotting at home again.

Oh god now I'm craving for ice cream BUT not any old ice cream! I WANT CHOCOLATE FUDGE BROWNIE ICE CREAM. I swear I dreamt of it last night haha. I think I'm gonna drag Fezah Ishak to get some icecream and get a spoon and bring it to the match. DIE DIE MUST GET MY CHOCOLATE FUDGE BROWNIE ICE CREAM OKKKKKKK. She must think I'm weird now lah. *SIGH Nevermind, I'm used to people thinking I'm weird already.

I can't wait for schoooooooool! 3 days, 3 more fucking days! But then again, I'm gonna get so annoyed with school. I have a fucking 8 am class on every bloody Wednesday and Thursday morning. SERIOUSLY?! I've never had a class that started at 8am before! You are making me drag my ass to school so early that I'll have to get up at the butt crack of dawn. And the class is 4/5 hours long! And I'm deliriously happy that I got my French elective! But I'm not in the same class as Marcus & Shamran. WTF man. I hope Melvin's in the same class as me. I don't want to be stuck in a class with loserzzzzz. Oh god save me

Sometimes it's easy for us to get so caught up in our own little world that we're focused only on ourselves.

"I've got my plans. Don't bother me."
"I'd love to help you out, but I'm sorry I just don't have the time."

But we weren't created to live selfishly. We were created to make a difference in the lives of others
If it is important enough to you, you will find a way. If it is not, you will find an excuse
Some of us have thousands of reasons why we can't do what we want to, when all we need is one reason why we can

John Bunyan said, "You have not lived today until you have done something for someone that cannot pay u back."

I finally have one week to spend before school starts. And I chose to spend it with girlfriends. But, you guessed it. Everyone's busy working/school production-ing/travelling overseas etc. Sometimes, don't you just feel like picking them up and shaking them off all their plans just so that you can drag them out because you've missed them too much and it was time for a much needed catch up? I think my anger is also, in part, resentment and indignance, because everyone else is absolutely fine & busy and I'm the only loser stuck in this black hole. I know it's selfish and mean to not give them a benefit of the doubt (Maybe they really are busy or perhaps they need to earn the money to pay their household electricity bills or something) In addition, it's even meaner to want someone else to suffer, just so I won't suffer alone.
But I can't be dragging them out. I'd rather they found me important/ interesting enough for them to want to go out with me.

SIGH. Don't know what I'm feeling right now.